Guys fucking suck. They fucking suck. Girls tell me no, guys are great, they make you happy. That's some fucked up shit. It's all a lie.

At the moment, if I could release a virus that would destory any person with a y chromosome, I would do it with no regrets.

This guy I meet is a fucking liar. If you have the guts to do something, you should have the guts to not lie about it. He says we are cool, but I haven't heard from him tonight. If he's busy with work, he should call and tell me. He's such a dick.

I don't want any more guys in my life. They are all assholes; it's in their DNA.

If he's running away from me, he should tell me. But he's a coward, and can't. I'm so sick of little boys. Why is it so hard to meet an honest and mature guy?

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Another crazy ass adventure! I actually have lots of crazy adventures, I just forget to post...shame on me!

We had a small dorm party on Saturday night. It started around midnight, and we danced and drank till around six. Then I went to my room, slept about forty five minutes, took a shower, and went back downstairs. Then we went to the train station! We had prior plans to go to Hualian on Sunday, so we were keeping with the plan. I just didn't expect to show up at the train station still a little drunk.

Then we missed the first train because Bernhard and Ganaa opened a bottle of wine in the train station, and this made Ganaa too drunk to get through the entrance gates. After many episodes with a very drunk Ganaa, we eventually made it to Hualian and the festival. But we were so tired, all we did was sleep in the grass. It's ok though because we were at a Buddhist temple. It's not weird to sleep at a Buddhist temple, right?

Then we woke up, the people there gave us some food, and we went back to the train station. We missed the train because I was distracted.

oh and by the way, it's three hours one way.

Current Mood: happy

I am smitten. Totally smitten.

Last night, I meet this super cute Mongolian guy. Seriously, I feel like someone dropped a giant anvil on my head. I mean damn!

So can someone please find me the ground?

Current Mood: happy

No, not Revenge, Redemption.

Current Mood: thankful

Wow, lately I've really been MIA from lj land. Not sure why, maybe just have too much inside that I don't feel like sharing? Actually that is the reason, and I just can't get myself to let it out. Although I'm certain once I write it down, I will feel better, but I would feel so vulnerable. So, I will keep it inside. Therefore, this post is brought to you by the inane happenings of my life.

I am learning Pigeon pose! It's amazing, I'm in love. Can I marry a yoga pose? They are much more reliable than men, ya know.
Had a weekend full of partying, dancing, drinking, and fun! Got super, super drunk Friday night, but we danced till 3 so Hell Ya!
Started the semester this week. Gonna be insanely busy this semester. I read with my adviser's daughter twice a week, attend chinese class twice a week, teach english once a week, have study seminar once a week, and work as a teaching assistant. On top of trying to do research, whatever the hell that means.
I'm going to a belly dancing class this week with Mala. Awesome, no? I'm gonna be a great dancer! But I think my Indian dancing is getting pretty good!
And finally, barring no insane difficulties and a lack of good luck, I might have a folk harp soon. Won't that be awesome? I'm gonna have sore fingers for awhile though. I've lost all my calluses.

Current Mood: melancholy

Today is September 11th.

"If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep, then I'm putting out the lantern find your own way home."

Just remember to honor everyone who died from this horrible mess.

Current Mood: sad

Let's not forgot this, aye girls?

Tags: watch this when you need to remember
Current Mood: sad

So I know I'm a little behind since I'm finishing up season four, but I gotta get this all out!

First of all, that publisher lady and I are totally on the same wavelength. She called them "My boys"! I mean, I'm sure I'm not the only person to call Sam and Dean that, but really!

In my opinion, the strength of this show lies in the relationship between them. They are like two halves of the moon, split them, and you have nothing. Gah! And it's killing me to see them moving apart. Sam has still not told Dean about the demon blood thing, and it's killing me! No keeping secrets! Brothers don't keep secrets from each other, they don't! You need to tell Dean!

And you know, this does not make Dean blameless. He needs to lighten up. The more and more he bitches about Ruby, the more and more Sam gets upset. Look with Ruby, I had two theories, and thanks to someone *cough* I now know she's bad news. But that doesn't matter because Sam accepts her, and it puts a gap between them when Dean does not. And please have some faith in Sam, ok. Standing there yelling at him, telling him that he's going to go dark side, that's not helping. I mean, think how you would feel if your own brother or sister told you that you were going evil. I think it bothers Sam a lot more than he's letting on.

Since the start of season four, I've believed that Sam and Dean are going to end up on opposite sides, and I still think it's going to happen. God, it's killing me. It's like watching Attack of the Clones in slow motion. I seriously am going to cry like the sap that I am if this happens.

My boys are so broken.

Current Mood: scared

( as free as a dove )

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